She’s got it! Yeah, baby, she’s got it.

Posted on 26. Jul, 2010 by trixiegirl74 in Life, Uncategorized

I have tried for years to figure out some form of exercise that I enjoy.  I can’t run…I blew my knees out running track for years in junior high and high school.  I don’t find much pleasure in walking in place while watching tv or a video.  I have tried numerous workout videos to no [...]

I close my eyes and I see your face

Posted on 21. Jul, 2010 by trixiegirl74 in Life

If home’s where your heart is then I’m out of place. Lord, won’t you give me the strength to make it through somehow. I’ve never been more homesick than now.      “Homesick” by MercyMe Today would have been Randy’s 60th birthday.  We should have been having a silly party with videos and pictures and black decorations [...]

I wanna go back

Posted on 20. Jul, 2010 by trixiegirl74 in Uncategorized

and do it all over but I can’t go back I know. I was shopping at Big Lots yesterday, looking for some cheap conditioner when a bottle of Flex caught my eye.  A bottle of what?  You may ask.  I know….I don’t recall hearing of it in the past 15 years or so.  I used [...]

Love it seems made flying dreams so hearts could soar

Posted on 18. Jul, 2010 by trixiegirl74 in Uncategorized

I’m supposed to be writing my life story for our home study.  It seems like I’ve done it a time or two before in college and high school, but I doubt I have copies of those.  I thought maybe I could make a few blog posts out of stories from my childhood.  It doesn’t appear [...]

I’m never alone, I’m alone all the time

Posted on 22. Apr, 2010 by trixiegirl74 in Life

I hate being depressed.  Everything feels bad….and about most things I have no feelings at all.  Someone tells me something that would usually make me laugh, and I can barely muster a smile.  I feel numb the majority of the time…until those moments when I am overwhelmed with sadness, then the tears start to fall. [...]